Raya ke-4

penat sungguh hari raya ni, ke sana, situ, sinun dan segala...adoyai..ak lebih suka mghabiskan masa dirumah je..tap almaklumlah dah nama pun hari raya, smua manusia amik peluang utk menziarahi sanak saudara, kawan, taulan, handai dan segala. Tahun ini raya macam biasa seperti tahun2 lepas, cuma raya kali ini ak beraya sbg seorg yg sudah bekerja. Tahun ini juga ak bagi duet raya, uhuhuk..tapi utk my uncle n auntie je, tu pun bagi mereka yg dah retired. ok la kan?..tu yang budak2 bawah umur tu korang makan je kueh raya segala, banyak giler, kuih la, kek la, asam la..dan x lupa juga masa raya ni la ada air bikarbonat..haha..lawak2..sampai x terminum..huhu. masa raya pertama tu ada kisah yg sangat bemakna bg ak, sorry tak update awal2. actually i luv my cousins (belah mak je) haha, i proud who they are now, i want to be like them, they all succeed in their own field. they advised me well. "now, start ur own life, ur campus life is over, 6 years staying in college is just enough" ..erkk..terdiam ak..ok..ok.."start collecting ur asset" ignore others that bring u down n stay focus" ..sbenarnya ak bsetuju apa yg my cousin told me. pendapatan RM 2 K lebih cukup tuk memiliki rumah berharga rm 200 K....apatah lagi kalu gaji rm 3 K lebih..so i made up my decision, and will be revealed anytime..

Raya!

Hari ini Hari Raya..salam aidilfitri d ucapkan kepada semua muslimin dan muslimat..i wake up at 6am..early huh..then after subuh prayer i taste my sister's cookin..ayam masak kicap..he2..ala2 sahur..then ironing my baju melayu..i'm not buying new clothes for this raya, haha, x kisah sgt pun..guna baju last year..lgpun last year x pakai sgt pun..ok...ok..back to my story..then rasa mgantuk lg, dan terus membaringkan diri skali lg dlm bilik..tuk..tuk.."xnak sembahyang raya ke?' said Mama...haha..."sembahyanglah..nak mandi ni" I replied..padahal x buat apa2 pun..bila tpikir last year masjid dpenuhi dengan manusia, sehingga ak smbahyang di saf belakang...so ak pun bingkas la bangun dan cepat2 mandi, cepat2 pkai baju, cepat2 ask my father to be prepared..he actually hasnt ready yet.."cepat..."..pkaikan samping my father n immediately find my mum.."selamat hari raya, maaf sgala laku n kata..n not forgotten mmmmuahhh..mmmmuahhh" trus kemuka pintu ke arah ayahku...i do the same..then naik moto..vrooommm...aik..apasal lengang je masjid nih...mna org kg sekalian..mna org bandar? x balik kg kah?...then senang je ak mncari tmpat duduk...i wonder..where's everyone?..oppss..!! omg..ak awal oergi solat hari raya hari ini, yeye!!!!!sempatlah bertakbir raya....dulu slalu lambat..almaklumlah..kisah dirumah....mars n surya..selamat hari raya..maaf atas keterlanjuran kata dan laku yg sengaja dlakukan..jap..spt biasa..bgambaran sket..pose..!hehe

3.29

ape ni?haha, nombor apakah ini? cgpa or cpa or else? lucky number? not at all, last wednesday one of my frens put up the result in the staff room..gluPP..haha, i thought that is my result i got for my pencerapan dr atasan...hepi sket..then rasa kecewa..haha. after a fews days baru tahu that is evaluation of me by the students..huhu..ok la..actually not overjoyed sgt, coz why? coz ada yg dpt sampai 3.78..haha, boleh la..korang tu xbuat keje2 pentadbiran mcm ak ni..x kisah sgt pun..my student pun majority jenis yang 'sgt baik'..so terima seadanya. tapi yang sedihnya ada juga my frens yg got below 3.0..emm...don't worry, keep it up, serve the best yo!

worried

time: 9.48 pm
date: 7 sept 09
day: monday

I do worry about my father right now. He is alone now. My sister just drops a massage saying that, she had to go to hospital right a way. The doctor needs to check my father’s medical record. Allah almighty, I really hope everything is going well. Before this, my father does suffer from high blood pressure and sudden disabling attack causing paralysis stroke.

On the other way, thanks for the cake anyway. But the happy moment not stay long, suddenly blown away by whom did that decision. How could you. Do I say I agreed? The answer to my question that I have been waiting for one and half years is now revealed. The word friend is easing to say and hard to mean. By burden me with two worries? When I mad, I try to control my anger by being silent. If it is too much to control, I can be very loud with harsh words.

Thx to mr s, mr p, ms d, mr a and mr hi. I appreciate for your endless support. All of you remain in my heart. My paint and secret are yours, and yours are mine.

@ comp lab

disini lah ak mghabiskan sisa2 harian ak..best tu mmg la best, but it's quite far from the main building la. hopefully next year i'm not be placed here anymore. Bergambaran sket..

p/s: baju sponsered by Viky